Dear Maddox,
I know your not technically due to arrive for another 12 days or so but the doctor gave you the thumbs up to come any day now and sooner rather then later would be nice :). Your probably going to end up like your daddy and be late. He was born almost a month late and still is so slow getting ready to go anywhere lol. Everyone tells me he’ll come when he’s ready and I know that you will I’m just sooo ready for you to be here. I want to see how much hair you have and how dark you’ll be. I want to hold you and bury my face in you, hold your little hand and show you off to the world. I’m not scared of labor at all. I’m more scared of being pregnant forever. Mommy’s tired of be so swollen she doesn’t have ankles. I’m tired of the acid reflux and the million other horrible symptoms I’ve had. Mostly I’m scared of you getting too big and not being able to give birth naturally. If I have to have a c-section I will feel like I’ve failed and like I missed out on this wonderful experience that your birth will be. So please come soon son Mommy and Daddy are ready.
I love you
xoxo
